[20F] Started today – excited and terrified
Hey guys! I am new right here!
I am a 20 yr previous feminine, lately weighing 160lbs. I am having a look to lose 30 kilos, and I have began today.
I am lately in uni, and earlier than I began, I misplaced round 15 kilos and used to weigh 127 lbs. Due to the strain of assessments, I used to be now not consuming smartly, and slowly however undoubtedly I won all of it again. Then I began binge consuming – I’d come to a decision that I am beginning with the wholesome consuming recreation the next day to come, and really feel the want to devour up to conceivable today as a result of good day, I’m going to be on a vitamin beginning the next day to come. And then the next day to come I’d do the similar factor, which introduced me to the state I am in today.
I am truly excited to start out in this adventure, however I am additionally terrified. I have no idea which terrifies me essentially the most – the truth that I may now not prevail, or the truth that I may prevail and that I can be disgusted by means of my very own frame as a result of how it would take care of the load loss. My boobs have grown such a lot within the closing yr, and they have already began to sag. I am best 20, but my boobs glance worse than my mom’s, and she’s nearly 60 and has breastfeed a couple of kids. And after you get dishevelled, deflated boobs, there is not anything you’ll do to mend them or cause them to perkier, which is what terrifies me.
Anyways, thanks for studying all of this! I am hoping it is going to get more straightforward because the time is going by means of! I want a just right success to everybody on their adventure to turning into wholesome!